tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5856183318248330085.post4084702992684298479..comments2023-12-19T23:18:30.239-05:00Comments on Reticulated Writer: Goodbye, my friendReticulahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05577343017332273507noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5856183318248330085.post-73565883723398658502015-03-03T17:05:04.581-05:002015-03-03T17:05:04.581-05:00No, I'll never stop craving sugar. I crave sug...No, I'll never stop craving sugar. I crave sugar while I'm eating a bowl of ice cream. I'm always looking for the next fix. What makes me so angry though is my lack of control. I will say I'm only going to eat 5 Dove darks. I mean it. I don't want more than 5. And then something evil overrides my will and I've eaten a dozen and I'm going back for more. All the time a loud, bossy voice -- my voice -- is yelling in my head, "No! I don't want to do this again. I don't want to eat any more chocolate." The evil force that goes back for more doesn't even bother to talk. It just acts.Reticulahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05577343017332273507noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5856183318248330085.post-80314016031004747192015-03-03T10:15:30.201-05:002015-03-03T10:15:30.201-05:00I'm all or nothing. I've never been, and n...I'm all or nothing. I've never been, and never will be, a "one bite" or "one slice" or "one little chocolate square" gal. People who say they're satisfied with that are full of sh**. Detoxing from sugar last year was one of the worst years of my life (for reasons other than that, but it's terrible). And I found the people who say you'll stop craving sugar after a while are full of it, as well. Does my body function better without sugar? Absolutely. Does my psyche? Not so much.Just Slayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02939099637840282982noreply@blogger.com